it's so hard lying to everyone i know, my friends, family, the doctors, and myself. its killing me. im getting so caught up in my own lies, i don't even know what to believe. i don't know whats true or not. it's so hard to distinguish....
i'm not sure how this website is going to turn out. considering what happened to my last one... i'm not sure... i already have 2 journals, and a instagram account for this type of stuff. i'm not sure how much i'm really going to write on here. i suppose we'll have to see...